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| IM BACK IN HK BITCHES
heheh so will shi drove me to the airport n took my flight with joanna at midnight*
reached hk at 6am and watched the proposal, mao's last dancer and the time traveller's wife
went yum cha with family n then went home n fb-ed hehe*
met up with lingling at 4pm :DDD I MISS U SO MUCH BABEEE <3
caught up so much..but i realized i didnt talk alot hahah* but its good to know how ure life has been babe :]
so after my last exam, did alotttt :D
beach, MJ's this is it, 2012, clubbin, 2nd hand clothes sale, shopping, clubbin, brit's concert :D
so here are the picz :]
clubbin at VII:
sexy will haha
wanna be cool dudes yo* HAHA j/kj/k*
eui lost the dare* ahaha
me + nie with the koreans haha
eui with the dare* condoms from 7-11 XD
sunrise with hot air balloons <3
brit's concert :DDD
me with mian2 and her sis yuan2
dj havana turns me on XD
first costume
in a cage*
2nd costume
3rd costume, n she was tellin her male dancers to do pushups hha*
4th costume
5th costume
6th costume
7th costume
still the 7th costume, when she tok off the side feathers/wings
8th costume
9th?
10th costume change...-v-
damn luv her so badly <3
clubbin afterwards:
su lynn + aileen
sha, yusuf n alana
yeoyeo n mian <3
damn im gonna miss u all for 3 mths :((((
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1.11 mths la
it was a tough mth, but it was a mth where we both grew n learnt
it takes time, n faith is there that makes things work.
がんばってねかれし♥ | | |
| Love me Better
Late night, phone calls
every other night you're going out
trynna give you your space
you keep on showing out
I'm just so sick of it
i want to pack my shit
but something keeps pulling me back
i, just can't walk away
when i still believe
that you gon' act right and be
the way that you used to be
don't want to be a fool
just wanna be with you
and all i really need to know is what you wanna do
i hold you down always, without a doubt
I'm trynna be patient but your time is running out
where did we go wrong?
tell me whats going on
why so many changes babe?
when I'm telling you I'm gonna leave
it really means that this is where i want to be
i stick around cos i just want you to love me better, baby
i just want you to love me better
if you tellin' me you're gonna change
and then you turn around and do the same thang
i stick around cos i just want you to love me better, baby
i just want you to love me better
you can't tell me that it's just my insecurity
when you already know things ain't quite what they used to be
boy whatchu do to me?
you keep confusing me
I'm not saying I'm perfect but I'll try
and the love you used to give i just don't get no more
and me never complaining made you comfortable
don't want us to end this way
so tell me why should i stay?
we can't keep playing this game
they gotta stop now
don't want to say good-bye
and i don't want to cry
where did we go wrong?
tell me what's going on
why so many changes babe?
when I'm telling you I'm gonna leave
it really means that this is where i want to be
i stick around cos i just want you to love me better, baby
i just want you to love me better
if you tellin' me you're gonna change
and then you turn around and do the same thang
i stick around cos i just want you to love me better, baby
i just want you to love me better
maybe I'm crazy for thinking that you were gonna change
or maybe it could just be me
am i not loving you the same?
reminiscing on how we used to be
makes the thought of losing you so hard for me
and, i can't let you go
i really want to let you know
that i can't put myself through this pain
when I'm telling you I'm gonna leave
it really means that this is where i want to be
i stick around cos i just want you to love me better, baby
i just want you to love me better
if you tellin' me you're gonna change
and then you turn around and do the same thang
i stick around cos i just want you to love me better, baby
i just want you to love me better (repeat x2)
ure gonna be mine vera wang HAHAHHA | | |
| HEY 
my loveliest friends
how are you?
at this weak moment...im very lost.
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things have been out of control
i know i cant be there all the time the fact that we're in diff schools now
living in diff areas, never doing things together anymore
we use to still handle things well, but what happened?
you found someone better that could be there for you
a substitute for me
so what happend to trust n friendship?
***
i thought i made the effort
i guess it was just not enough
everything is fate i suppose that i will have limited number of sistas/babes/bytches/homies
to sum them up, i can just count them with 1 hand
i could not help that i couldnt stay at one place permanently to develop friendships that were more than 6 yrs.
from young, i moved from hk to singapore to taiwan back to hk then to melbourne.
it was the ultimate test for me to keep long d relationships i suppose.
as yrs pass, i find who are my dearest and who are just hi-byes.
***
i did my shares, my commitments, my effort
so where were ures?
i guess a piece of my heart just whispered a small goodbye to me
but the pain was incredible.
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bb happy 1.10 mths <3
i miss u so much >''<
cant wait to see u soon >3<
PS. I'LL BE BACK IN HK ON 29TH NOV :D | | |
| YAYYYY PIX GALOREEE :D
wah i so pretty in this pic!! XDD j/kj/k*
its 1st Oct already!!!
the last time i updated bout whats happening here was like beginning aug..thats crazy HAHA
so lemme count whats happened so far...my bday, merdeka, steph's bday, wig night, essaying+randomness, dancesport ball~
lets start with...MY BDAY :DD
because my bday was a wed, n everyone was busy with school, i had just a normal dinners with my hsemates*
we ate hotpot+bbq :DD super duper delicious not to mention a rest from normal cooking for all of us!!
2 of my hsemates sarah+eliza*
sarah's from shanghai/beijing and eliza is my hk buddy* but shes gonna move nxt yr cause just gonna finish doing masters this yr :((
n the surprise cake they bought for me :D
on fri, i had my party with my flare babes at VII :DD damn it was soo much fun with u guys!! stupid sher n jun forced me to drink n there i was gone XDD
the table i booked for my babes ;)
my dancing babes who showed up >3<
my albert hse grlss <3
then sat, i had dinner with my albert hse ppl last yr :D
n this cute doggy cake they bought me :]
but it was sooo upsetting when i cutting the cake up! all the boys were crying awww when i cutted the dog cake up :(
n i had the dog nose+tongue XDD
then it was merdeka, which is m'sia national day* hahah i was just crashin the place :P
hilarious...mian was so high she was screaming YMCA the song into von's ear XDD
the famous cockeyed + goldfish face XDDD quite funnny cause i was a bit high already XDDD
after that was steph's bday!! we went to eat korean food with her*
it was also my last time seeing ying xian cause shes goin to newcastle to study~
then afterwards, it was wig night at VII
i actually look alright with the bob hair!! HAHAHAH but NOO i wont cut my hair!! i love my long hair :)))
so this sem i started dance at monash* from there, i knew alot of new fwends!!! im dont feel lonely anymore stayin here in clayton :DD
HAHAHAHAAA the nomal+dead fish pic XDDDDD i <3 them :D
then we performed in the dancesport last fri!! vid is up on fb ;)
da grlsss <3
after the ball, we went to bubble to see mike song and tony tran from KABA MODERN :DDDDD
n took picz with them <3
yeaa n also the first pic of me was taken at the ball :DD
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HAPPY 1.9 MTHS WITH MY BB
i luv u sooo muchhhh >3< thnx for being there for me all the time even tho ure are gazillion miles awayyy~~ i know u worked hard for me. i realli realli feel grateful that u luv me so much, i can realli feel it <3 cant wait to see u in xmas ;) | | |
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